muhleanuh.

"far from what i once was, not yet what im going to be."

“Don’t be afraid to be a fool. Remember, you cannot be both young and wise. Young people who pretend to be wise to the ways of the world are mostly just cynics. Cynicism masquerades as wisdom, but it is the farthest thing from it. Because cynics don’t learn anything. Because cynicism is a self-imposed blindness, a rejection of the world because we are afraid it will hurt us or disappoint us. Cynics always say no. But saying yes begins things. Saying yes is how things grow. Saying yes leads to knowledge. “Yes” is for young people. So for as long as you have the strength to, say yes.”

all i want out of life is to see the world, surround myself with those who make me happy and do what makes me happy.

Sun Devil. Traveling. Yoga. Hot Tea. Writing. Mickey Mouse. Seinfeld. Learning. Johnny Cash. Sports. Optimism. Thinking for Yourself. Music. J.R.R. Tolkien. Philosophy. French. Chocolate.

yesterday was an insane day.

found out a lot of things that kind of freaked me out, yet made so much sense.. connected so many things… and at the same time made me extremely excited.

these next few months will determine more than just if i transfer schools or not..

i am still trying to fully grasp that.

the next few months… i hope you go the way i want you to.

i hope so badly i get what i’ve wanted for 4+ years..

we will see…

time will tell.